10.4.23

I look fly. I look good. I put that on my mama I put that on my hood.

what a day! I just ran 2 miles. I am still sweating after a dance/walk and strength training session. Very proud. And as I lay down to bridge, my glutes, I connected with nature and the ancestors. All is well. Everything is in alignment. We are waiting for you. Apply your work. I noticed the trees on my back porch and the plants I've added. The perfect blue skies, the sun, clouds in Birdsong. that was at about 10:55 AM. And an eagle was circling nearby as a song came to me. To be loved by Adele. And I just started singing out loud, right there on my back. I sent out to my past self. The one I let go of last night, and every night before that. The version of myself that lives in hives out of fear. Fear of loss, rejection, abandonment, violence. “ Let it be known that I tried.” Let it be known that I tried." Now it's 11:11. Wow!

anyway, as I'm laying there, singing, the eagle starts to glide closer and closer, not lower, just more directly overhead. She circles in add forms, seemingly to the song melody, and as I finish the last line, she glides in a straight line off to the right. I thought “now that's magic. That's how I know I'm God.”

Glad to be journaling again in the sun in October. Feeling good. We're hosting an event this month.