Flashback: November 4th 2018

Good morning journal,

Kai and I are at brunch drinking Mimosas. We went to a party last night at a friend of hers. Food just arrived!! Food was good as always.

Just found out Donna Sims had twins. I need to start looking into fertility services. I’m ready to have a baby. I also am excited to focus my energy back into myself. Exercising on a regular basis, reading, writing, and spending time alone. Kai is going to get back together with Yasmin which is disappointing. But everything happens for a reason. Trudy and I are not as close as we used to be so I really feel like I have noone whos really for me, and really wants me. But I can choose to everyday to love myself and show up for myself everyday and that’s what I will continue do. I love me and at the end of the day theres only me. I need to cherish that and not take it for granted.